Depressed

I'm feeling a bit depressed tonight. I haven't been feeling all that great for a few days. I hate my body and how I look. When I got pregnant I weighed 155lbs, which is healthy for my 5'7" height. After 24 weeks pregnant and 6 weeks post birth I weight between 175-180lbs which puts me over weight. I also still have a belly which makes me look pregnant. I had always tried so hard to make sure I never went over 160lbs. That was the weight I said I'd never be over and whenever I started inching towards that it I'd start exercising more. Now I have to lose 20 pounds to get back to 160. Ideally I'd like to be 145lbs-150lbs but I doubt that'll happen and I'm happy to get to 160lbs. I'll put before, during pregnancy and after pics up if I can figure it out. When I get back home I'm going to cut out gluten. A year and a half ago I was getting bad pains and when I went to the the gastroentestinal specialist we discovered I had a gluten sensitivity. I stopped eating it for 6 months and the pains went away. They are now starting to come back. The good thing about this is that I can't eat a lot of carbs. Nothing that has flour. Hopefully this will help me to lose weight and of course make the pain go away.

-pink shirt, black capris and flowers as background is before I was pregnant.
-pink bra and pj bottoms is at 13 weeks.
-black shirt and green bottoms is the morning I was induced at 24 weeks.
-green top and capris was taken a few days ago.