Tomorrow's the day

I'm starting to get really anxious about tomorrow. It's not even really just anxiety about if the baby is healthy, a large part is going back to that hospital again. The memories of our experiences have started to come flooding back and I'm starting to go into a depression this afternoon/evening. Hopefully by tomorrow it'll all go away and this will be the last time we step foot on that property (women's and children's hospital).  I'm starting to wish I didn't request this. I'd rather not know at this point but I know if everything is alright I'll be glad we had the ultrasound and echo tomorrow. It's going to be a long night and morning.